Great News!!

My eldest son, James, just got saved! He's four, but we were reading in 1 John 3 before bed, and we were talking about sin, and the conviction of God plainly fell on him. He was almost crying and saying "I not want to go to Hell, I want to go to heaven." He was so convicted that he didn't want to go to sleep, so I told Anna to get the wordless book, and she led him to Jesus. When we asked him, "What did Jesus do for you?" he responded all on his own "Jesus washed me all up." You could see the relief and the joy in his countenance, and it was beautiful and wonderful to behold. My son is saved! Pray for John. He's very close, but he still doesn't quite "get it". I'm going to try to talk to him alone tomorrow and see what happens. Glory! What an answer to prayer!

Right after, as we were finally getting them to bed, James was telling us that "John needs to ask Jesus to be his Savior, and Ethan, and Elizabeth". He's minutes old as a Christian, and already, the desire to see his siblings saved is there. God is so good, and we are so blessed to have His love, and favor, and forgiveness.

MISSION: Uganda Blog Update 03-11-2005

Just a quick note. You may have heard the Jaws-inspired phrase "We're going to need a bigger boat." Well, we're going to need a bigger van. Why? Well, my wife may be carrying twins. That's right, TWINS. How cool is that? We won't know for sure 'til we can afford an ultrasound, but based on her symptoms, compared to prior pregnancies, it's a definite possibility. I am, of course, rooting for twin girls, which would balance the numbers nicely (3 boys and 3 girls). Anyway. I was driving past the place where I spotted that conversion van the other day, and it hit me – 'If this is twins, a conversion van won't be big enough". We would need 8 seatbelts, and a conversion van only has 7. So, I guess it has to be a passenger van now. Now, some of the eugenicist, population control types out there may be tempted to think, "Six kids!? Have they gone mad?!" I, however, feel honored that God would potentially entrust not one, but TWO sets of twins to us. Pretty slick. Good thing we're going to a country where large families are still considered good, and children are rightly regarded as God's blessing.

Anyway, that's all for now. Pray for us.

'nuff said…

MISSION: Uganda Blog Update 03-09-2005

Greetings, faithful reader! We're home this week. Somehow, we got some wires crossed with our church in Ava, MO. Apparently, the meeting was for the first Sunday in March, 2006, not 2005. Glad I called first. This coming Sunday, we'll be in our church for our Annual Church Planting Conference. Bro. Jim Waymire, and Bro. Jim Beller will be the keynote speakers, along with several guest speakers from the St. Louis area. I'm really looking forward to it. Since church planting will be one of our primary missions in Uganda, it will be good to hear from guys who've actually done it to learn the practicalities of how it should be done.

We heard from Bible Baptist Church (pastor Mike Clement) in Scottsbluff, NE. They're taking us on for support! Our undying gratitude to all our supporting churches, and individuals. We wouldn't have made it this far without you. It's encouraging to know that folks are praying for us all over the place. Again, we wouldn't have made it this far without you all. God will raise our support. Pure and simple. I got to worrying about it, when it wasn't my responsibility in the first place, and I think that's what got me down. When you worry about things, or try to take responsibility for things that are God's, you wear yourself down. I got to thinking about it, and we really have loads to be grateful for. God's in control. He wants us on the field, so it's up to Him, not me, to get us there. So, I figured I'd better just quit feeling sorry for myself and start enjoying deputation (If it was a movie, it would be called Dr. Strangegood, or, How I Learned How to Stop Worrying and Love Deputation). Thanks for praying for us, tho'. I'm feeling a lot better about things, and my attitude has certainly improved.

Be praying. I spotted a potential replacement van on the way to church on Sunday. It's a maroon colored, 1996 Ford E150 conversion van, with 129,000 miles. I checked it out up close, and the paint is in great shape, the interior looks clean and well cared for, the tires appear to be new or fairly new, and I didn't spot any rust above or below. They're asking $7000. If this is the one, then God will have to come up with the 7 grand we need to buy it (probably more like 7500, in order to cover sales tax). Pray for His provision. What with Huckabee number five on the way, we need a bigger vehicle more than ever. Pray also that I'll be able to fill up June, July, and August. The summer months are light on meetings, probably due to the drop in attendance that virtually all churches experience during the summer months. If you know anybody that would like to have a missionary to Uganda in during those times, by all means give a holler.

Anyway, that's all I can think of to write for now. Thanks for all your kind care of us, prayer, and support. We really appreciate it.

MISSION: Uganda Blog Update 03-04-2005

I read this article today, and I thought it underscored very well, "Why We Need Missionaries in Africa":

Up to 89 Million More AIDS Victims in Africa by 2025 – UN
Fri Mar 4, 2005 10:15 AM ET

By Tsegaye Tadesse

ADDIS ABABA (Reuters) – A further 89 million people in Africa could be infected by the HIV virus by 2025 in the continent's biggest crisis since slavery, the United Nations said on Friday.

The worst case scenario, which projects a four-fold increase in deaths from the killer disease over 20 years, was one of three contained in a report by the UNAIDS agency.

"With the HIV/AIDS pandemic spreading across the continent, Africa is facing an unprecedented crisis and a challenge never before seen since the advent of slavery," said Peter Piot, executive director of the Geneva-based UNAIDS.

Even with strong control programs — at a cumulative cost of $200 billion — 46 million new infections are forecast in Africa during the period, according to the report, "AIDS in Africa: Three scenarios to 2025."

This best case scenario means 43 million new HIV infections could be averted between now and 2025, it said.

Some 25 million people in sub-Saharan Africa are already living with HIV/AIDS, 70 percent of the total number worldwide. The virus affects around 5 percent of the adult population and the epidemic has orphaned some 11 million children.

Piot urged countries in the world's poorest continent to take tough measures to tackle the huge problem, suggesting that help from rich countries would be limited.

"Many lives could be saved and entire economies could be profoundly changed through determined collective efforts of all African nations by 2025," Piot told a news conference.

"In the absence of sustained international response, African resourcefulness, indigenous solutions and resilience could enable the continent to turn the corner on HIV and AIDS."

Piot was speaking in Ethiopia, which is cited in the U.N. report as the country with the 16th highest rate of prevalence in the world, with some 5,000 people being infected every week.

A bright spot in the study related to African cities like Addis Ababa, Harare and Lusaka, where awareness and the "unprecedented use of condoms" had dramatically reduced the rate of HIV infection, Piot said.

However, he noted that the infection rates were getting worse in rural areas.

The report was based on projections mapped out over two years in collaboration with institutions including the African Union, African Development Bank, World Bank as well as Royal Dutch Shell which shared its expertise.

"The death toll will continue to rise, no matter what is done," the report's summary said.

"The scenarios suggest that, while the worst of the epidemic's impact is still to come, there is still a great deal that can be done to change the longer-term trajectory of the epidemic," it added.

(Additional reporting by Stephanie Nebehay in Geneva)

You've heard it before. Every missionary coming through your church heading to the African continent reiterates the facts – Africa is dying, by the tens of millions. Perhaps you've managed to tune that out. After all, that's over there, and not here, and it's not our problem. Perhaps. But for those of us who are called there, it is very much our problem. More than this, it's our life. You see, the Africans need more than just condoms (minimal usefulness), or advanced and terribly expensive pharmaceuticals (moderate usefulness). What they need is a Savior. What they need is a voice crying in the wilderness and calling men and women everywhere to repent, to lay aside their wickedness before they die by their own hand. Sin, not poverty, not lack of foreign aid, but sin is the source of their problem. We, the missionaries, can change that. We can evangelize. We can plant churches. We can train preachers. Then, through the preaching of the word, we can deliver generations of Africans from a merciless pandemic that has already sent millions to hell. By this report, an entire generation faces the sentence of death. Without preachers, what do you suppose is their eternal fate? It is self-evident.

"And I sought for a man among them, that should make up the hedge, and stand in the gap before me for the land, that I should not destroy it: but I found none." Ezekiel 22:30 Who will stand for Africa? Who will hear the cry of the dying and enter the fray in their defense? Must the answer be, as it is too often, echoing down since Ezekiel's day – NONE? I made up my mind a long time ago that I wanted to be one of God's men, rather than join the ranks of the faceless None. How about you?

This is not tear-jerker, emotional, manipulative propaganda. It is only the cruel truth. AIDS marches on in Africa. It claims all in its path, and without our intervention, it's pale horse will continue it's gallop across Africa, peopling Hell by the millions. We must stand in the gap for them. We must build up the hedge. Otherwise, we face the justice of a God who loves Africans, and will require their blood of us if we fail to act.

I have worked very hard for the past six months, making meetings and attending meetings, and thus far have little to show for it. Our support has been unchanged since December, which is about $600 a month. I wonder to myself "Am I doing something wrong? Have I failed to express the need in Uganda well? Is there something wrong with me, that none will get behind us?" I just don't know. As it stands, I wonder how long it has to take for us to raise the support we need to go to the field in Uganda, Africa, and stay there, and succeed in our labors. I wonder how many will die before we get there, and what that will mean for us at the Judgement Seat of Christ.

Yeah, I know. It's impolitic for missionaries to beg, or show any emotion other than giddy joy, but I don't know what else to do other than to say what must be said – I need your help. If none give it, then how can I go? I have a wife, and soon, five children. Gas prices are on the rise, and our tiny, rickety van may strike us with massive repair bills at any time. We need enough monthly support in order to afford health insurance, so my wife can start visiting a doctor in lieu of the birth of our fifth child in September. She has had no pre-natal care, because we don't have the money. There are other bills that still have to be paid, and all this, while on the road, travelling to churches, and trying to find some who will help us, so we can stand in the gap together for Uganda. I'm going to take a big risk here, and just level with you. I've struggled with discouragement the past few days (since our latest minuscule support check arrived), and how to put this into words without sounding bitter, or begging. I am driven by a great burden, an endless need to get to my field, but with the consequent frustration of not being able to get there, and with no support apparently to do so. Will you help us?

Pray for me, your intrepid missionary to Uganda. If you can't support us financially, then please pray that God will raise up churches who will, and soon, because frankly, we can't live on $600 on month, not and do the necessary and important work of deputation. Pray that I will be able to persevere, and not be discouraged. Pray that it won't have to take more than a couple years to get to the field, because I don't want to still be on deputation five years from now. Pray for my beloved Uganda, and the dear missionaries who are already there, laying their lives on the line to help them, in the short-term, and for eternity.

Anyway, thanks for letting me say all that. I'm not angry. I'm not bitter. I'm still confident that God will provide. I just felt like if I didn't tell folks what was on my heart, I would bust. I love y'all, and I'm so very grateful for all the support, and prayers, and kindnesses that have been shown me and my family thus far. God will get it done, and I await His provision with joyful expectation.

MISSION: Uganda Blog Update 03-03-2005

Hello, all! The last week has been quite eventful to say the least. We'd asked for prayer for our son John because he had the stomach flu. After sending the update we saw a marked improvement in how he was feeling. Thank you all for praying for him! We had a missions conference in Harrisonville, MO last week from Wed. until Sun. We didn't want to take sick kids with us. When no one was sick on Wed. morning we packed everyone in the van and headed out. (More on the conference later.) Thursday Ethan had the flu and it was one right after another with each of us getting it for the next several days. Thankfully I didn't get it until Monday when the conference was over but James was quite sick on Sunday. We all seem to be doing better now. Elizabeth is the only one who is still hanging on to some residual effects from it. Be praying for her. She has had very loose diapers ever since Sunday night. She is drinking plenty of fluids and acting okay but can't seem to shake the bowel problems.

The conference went so very well. Being in Grace Baptist Church in Harrisonville was like being in Grace Baptist here in St. Louis. The people were so friendly and eager to help with everything. Pastor Kaighen and his family have a tremendous heart for missions and for their own community. He started the church there 22 years ago. The main speaker was a man named Dr. Gardiner Gentry. He and his wife have started a ministry in Malawi, Africa. Each night when he shared we were moved more and more that we were doing what God wanted us to do. Being confident of the fact that we are to go to Uganda, we were still moved by the need in Malawi. Over 3,000,000 people died from starvation last year in a country with a population of 12,000,000. They are the 3rd poorest country in the world. About one third of the population is either HIV positive or has AIDS. Millions are dying and going to hell. What are we doing to stop that from happening? Are you going and telling those around you so that they will be saved? America is just as much a mission field as anywhere else in the world. Are you giving sacrificially to missions so that others can go? James and I were moved by the intense need for us to get to Uganda. It is a country of 26,000,000 but over two thirds of the population is HIV positive or has AIDS. There are millions of AIDS orphans and thousands of villages where no one has heard the gospel. Hundreds of thousands are dying there of AIDS and AIDS related illness with no one to tell them the Message of Salvation. Our hearts ache with the urgency of taking the gospel to these people. Will you pray with us that our support will be raised up in a timely manner so that we can get to the mission field? Several churches and individuals are supporting us right now and several promises for support have been made. Please pray that God will raise up the needed supporters so that we can get to the field soon.

We have a meeting in Ava, Missouri on Sunday at Bethany Baptist Church. We are then going to be home for a week to attend the Church Planting Conference being held in our church March 13-17.

Thank you all for praying and for your interest in what we are doing!