Legacies

God works in our lives in ways that we could never plan or figure out. Sometimes He places people in our path just at the time we needed it most. Last night was one of those times for me.

This last month has been a very emotional month for me. Visiting Grandpa and having him pass away, being the cause of an accident in which our deputation van was totalled, finding out that another baby is on the way, my emotions have run the gamut from extreme sorrow to great joy. We’ve also struggled with sickness in the last week or so. To say the least I’ve been feeling a little tired and struggling with discouragement, grieving and burn-out. Yesterday afternoon one of the boys woke up from his nap with a slight fever but it was gone after he’d been up for a little while. I tried to talk James into letting me stay home with the kids while he went on to the meeting by himself. He wanted me to go. So we all went.

We got out of the house later than we had planned and so were running late already but the weather wasn’t that great (a little drizzly rain that had all the drivers around us being extra cautious) so we couldn’t go as fast as the speed limit even. The church wasn’t where the directions said it was, at least we couldn’t see it. We drove past it three times because we didn’t know that the street name on the one side of the road we were on was different than the name of the street on the other. Finally we got there, several minutes late and got the children to their various classes. James got up to show the slides and the slide projector broke, not just a burned out bulb, the thing that moves the slides in and out of the projector quit (James was able to fix it today, so we again have a working slide projector.). The pastor was so gracious in everything as were the people of the church. It just seemed like everywhere we turned we ran into an obstacle.

After church an elderly couple, named Dan and Ann Zimmerman, came up to us and began to visit. They had been in Mali and Niger and other portions of Northwestern Africa for about 30 years. He had done Bible translation work in Mali. Most of their children had been born there on the foreign field and all of them are serving God today, one as a missionary in Quebec. They invited us to their home and showed us picture after picture of how God had blessed their work in these Muslim nations. Churches with trained national pastors were left behind when they had to leave because of pressure from Kadafi in Lybia. We sat and visited with them for a long time and looked at hymnals they translated and work they did while on the field. They showed us things the people whom they had helped had made for them as thank you gifts. It was a blessing and an encouragement. Their eyes frequently filled with tears as they thought about the country they had lived in for so long, which they still carry a burden and love for after all these years.

As we left their house Mrs. Zimmerman gave me a hug and said “The Lord bless you and keep you and cause His face to shine upon you.” This old warrior of the faith had pronounced a blessing on me. It brought me to tears and reminded me the torch MUST be passed on to a younger generation. She had lived in the desert for so many years. I could leave the security of the familiar and move to a land that I don’t know. She had done it and could tell me about it. One day, I will be in her place, telling another generation what God has used me to do in Uganda.

We left that house greatly encouraged, the “burnt-out” feeling gone, a reminder given to us that this mission we are on to Uganda is so much bigger than we are and spans far more than we could do on our own. We go in the power of our Lord who will give the grace to go day by day and do the thing He has called us to do.

Thank you all for your prayers!

MISSION: Uganda Blog Update 01-25-2005

Greetings! Things are going well on the deputation trail. Last Wednesday, I was in New Franklin, MO, in Bible Baptist Church (pastor: Rodney Haggett). I was flying solo, with just myself and the three boys, as Anna and Elizabeth were driving back from South Dakota. They had gone up for Grandpa Brush's funeral. The meeting went great, and I was able to influence more young men to answer God's call for their life. Then, as it worked out, we were able to meet Anna and her sisters in Columbia, MO. You should have seen those boys. They sure were missing their momma. The next few days we spent resting and trying to get caught up again. I picked up whatever Elizabeth had when she left, and ran a fever and had a splitting sinus headache until yesterday. I don't think we've really had a chance to slow down since the first of the year when we went up to Rapid City. We drove out to New Hope General Baptist in Silva, MO (pastor: Dan Ross), and had another great meeting. It was good to have Anna back. I can make it without her, but it isn't very pleasant.

Good news! We're expecting another baby! This will be our fifth. I'm personally hoping for a girl, because Elizabeth NEEDS a little sister. The 2005 model is due for delivery on or about September 15. Please pray, for health for the baby and mom, and that Anna will be able to start labor on her own this time, and on time (she tends to run long, develop high blood pressure, and have to be induced and be juiced up on Mag Sulfate – no fun). Pray that the morning sickness will tone down a bit, as this go round seems to be more brutal than previous pregnancies. Also, be in prayer for me as I continue to line up meetings. We're doing very well, but I still have to schedule about 15 or so more to fill up the year. Pray that our support picks up this month. Pray that God provides a larger van to replace the one we lost earlier this month. Pray for safety as we travel.

That's all for now.

MISSION: Uganda Blog Update 01-17-2005

Greetings, one and all. Much has happened since our last update. On Friday, we received news that another soldier has left us. Burton Brush, my wife's grandfather died of cancer. He'd battled the disease for 4 years, and Friday morning the fight ended. He was a longtime BIMI missionary in South Dakota, and his creation, the Pioneer Bible Institute curriculum, is being used by missionaries and pastors all over the world. He will be missed terribly. We were in the middle of a missions conference at Lafayette Bible Baptist Church in Manchester, MO (pastor: Ed Bragg)at the time. We finally decided that, since all we have to drive in now is my cramped old mini-van, and it's a sixteen hour drive, Anna would go to the funeral with her sisters and cousin, taking Elizabeth, and I would remain to finish the conference and keep the three boys. I have a meeting at Bible Baptist Church in New Franklin, MO on Wednesday (about 2.5 hours away). Anna should be back late on Wednesday.

The missions conference was great. I got to teach a mission lesson in Children's Church on Sunday morning. I taught a missions lesson about a boy named Madugu, which involved the wordless book, a tool for giving the gospel to children. Afterwards, a nine year old boy named Anthony asked Jesus to be his Savior. That afternoon, after Anna left and we said our goodbyes, I went over to a nursing home in Eureka, MO and reached from John 3. Afterwards, an elderly gentleman named Bob also asked Jesus to be his Savior. Tremendous! Old or young, all need to hear the gospel, and all are precious to the LORD.

Then we drug our weary bodies home so the kids could get a nap. They got an hour. I got everyone up and fed them rapidly (had to finish on the way). Made it on time, tho'. We finished up the conference, and came on home. All in all, it was a great conference, with great preaching, and, in spite of fierce opposition from the Enemy, God's will was done and the Church was edified.

Home today, holding down the fort. We're resting up, running errands, cleaning house and what not. Missing my wife and daughter, tho'….

Well, that's all for now.

Prayer Request

Looks like the possibility of getting a van from North Carolina may not work out after all. It had set for a few years, and the pastor didn't feel comfortable letting it out on the road without getting it worked on first. There was no one available to do so, and no way to get it to St. Louis to be worked on here. We still need something large enough for our crew, so be praying that God will provide something else.

God bless, and thanks for praying for us.

MISSION: Uganda Blog Update 01-10-2005

Howdy folks! We're back in St. Louis. Currently, we're doing the usual Monday morning routine, which is resting and playing catch-up. As soon s I fire off this email, Anna I will be going out alone for the first time in weeks (tomorrow is the anniversary of when we got engaged 5 years ago!). We just haven't had time before now. Have to get groceries, run some errands, and lastly get some Chinese food at this new buffet that opened up nearby (mmm…mmm…good…). This is very romantic when you have 4 children! 🙂

Last night we were at Sweet Springs Baptist Church in Huntsville, MO. The meeting went great. They gave us an exceedingly generous love offering, which is very helpful, since our support level isn't very high yet. We'll be in a missions conference in Manchester, MO, Lafayette Bible Baptist Church and Pastor Ed Bragg to be precise, in a few days. Really looking forward to it. I love missions conferences. I'm really enjoying deputation. It feels great to be doing what you were meant to do, full time, and without having to juggle a full-time job. The kids have been great, more or less.

Great news! A pastor in North Carolina contacted me with the outstanding news that a member of his church, a widow, has a van she wants to give us. It's an '87 Ford Econoline conversion van. They bought it new, and it has 20 to 25,000 actual miles. The only thing is it's been sitting for two years. The battery is stone dead, and there may be some dry rot in some belts or a dirt dauber nest under the hood, but other than maybe that, it's in great shape. The pastor is going to check it out for us and make sure it runs. What a blessing! We got news of it barely 48 hours after our other van was declared Dead-On-Arrival. Thank you everyone for praying. I've checked out pictures of this make and model, and it looks very much like our old van. God was good to us in taking away the other van. We don't know all the reasons why, but everything He does is good. He has continued to be good to us in providing another van. Not that He had to do so. He is under no obligation to us to do anything. We are just so thankful that He has chosen to work in this way.

I'll probably be flying out next week to get it and drive it back to MO. Neat…

God bless y'all.